Oh hi :) REAL name is YESENIA. legal class of 08 babyyy; student @ mdcOTH is an obsession. LEYTON fan.& sex and the city fanatic. Tanning is the thing to do best friend IS kristina $hopping releases stress music relives me.im addicted to my side kick & camera. i dont leave the krib without those items nor eyeliner. im getting my car , sooooooon;; i have an amazing boy who makes me extremely happy <3 lil wayne is the best rapper alive lc is who i look like *the tan version. lol i wanna travel all over the world; im going to get married in vegas. but i havent figured out with who yet. & besides that im the happiest ive ever been_ best believe thatt :)
Well todays a very special day. Its my anniversary. I dont feel like i should feel dough. i feel bumed out. depressed, sad, unloved, useless, down && every since word that describes a sad person. you name it ! its been a blah day.
Ever had someone you love so much but you couldnt really tell them ? i guess you could say you were affraid of their reaction. like you know they love you nd would do anything for you but you cant seem to figure out a way to let them know that without them you have no reason to be here. they are the reason why you wake up every morning with a smile in your face because you cant wait to hear their voice. && when they are sad you feel devasted because theres nothing you can do about it specially if you;re the reason they feel that way. && you melt when you see them smile. because its simply a beautiful thing && their eyes are an amazing thing to look at which you cant seem to look str8 for too long because you start to blush so you rather turn away because you dont want him to know that deep down inside you're still the same shy, nervous and timid girl you were as the first day you met him. You want to give him the world. You want to show him that no one in this earth can ever love him as much as you can. And that you would kill anybody who would ever try to hurt him in any kind of way. You want any possible good thing to happen to him rather than to you because seeing him happy makes you feel a thousand times better? But if only there was a way to let him know without you having to tell him. Just him knowing it. If only =[ If only he knew how many tears you have cried because you know you dont make him as happy as he could be. && the only reason why it hurts when hes around an ex or he speaks to a specific ex is because you know how much they once meant to him nd how hurt he was after it all. nd jus the thought of them ever getting back together kills you inside. BUT then again if it makes him happy than i guess there isnt much you can do about it.
Well On friday was my anniversaryyy. My boyfriend picked me up from my sisters house && he gave me my present. It was my PINK camera ive been dying to gettt :] He totally suprised me. I loved it. Then we went to the mall && later to Macoroni Grill for dinner. I had a great time. When we were doing eatingg guess what happened!!!!!! He started telling me how he loves me nd at first im like mmmhmm what do you want ? lolol But it turned out he didnt want anything, He grabbed my hand put it under the table AND gave me a heart shaped box. My heart was beating about a thousands beats per second, I felt the pressure on my face i was turning red nd i was getting dots on my chest *that only happens when im nervous* lolol and i felt like crying but the tears wouldnt come out. i guess its because i was in shock nd sooo happy. So he showed me the ring nd said "I guess this is a promise ring" OH MY GOD. I didnt know what to say. I was in shock and full of happiness. So he put on my ring and i couldnt stop kissing him nd telling him thanks, nd i love you nd how much i loved my ring
Well i havent signed on this thing in FOREVERRRRRR and a day. A LOT has changed since i updated this. Im now happily taken by the love of my life Gio. Hes the bestest. I love him. && we have tons of memories awaiting to happen. I will marry him one day && be the mother of his kids. I cant waiiiitttttttttt, Im totally excited. Yeah i know ive talked too much about our relationship, Its just i cant get enough of it. Well its almost 3 in the morning ill keep updating tommorrow.
